Yep. Nineteen. Yesterday was my birthdayyyyy....but. Nothing much really happened. Sure people who knew said a happy birthday and etc buuuuut....thats about it. I went to class, did hw, took notes, ate, showered, went about my usual schedule...In conclusion, birthdays are only as exciting as you make them...and i was disappointed. For the second week in a row, the sketchbook has remained unseen. This is a really irritating thing...i put in the effort, make my pictures all neat and prettied up and what happens? Nothing. absolutely nothing. its ridiculous! AND for whatever reason people online r avoiding meeeeeeeeeee. no one responds and my college friend here doesnt seem very happy either...maybe i did something..? guess i should stop focusing on myself some more. Mhm, good idea. I just about embarressed myself at the C.A.N meeting tonight, where we had to write an interesting fact about ourselves on a sheet and pass it in to a hat where different people draw each others papers/facts and read them and etc. Ice breaker, really. So, since i didnt want to put down that it was my birthday, frankly its just uncomfortable to mention it unless someone already knows and decides to talk about it themselves...I just wrote down that I draw. so when it came to someone who pulled out the fact, i said it was mine and said my name. then the vice president asked what i draw. and what better way than to just hold up the already opened drawing of Peter Petrelli? so i did, and i added i drew people. but they were like, 'oh she draws good' and 'show it to them' and i did, which was a little embarressing and i soon regretted cuz there was waaaaay too much attention on me at that moment. So then since it got a little weird i decided to try to play it off in a kinda like open friendly make it less awkward way, and was like, 'anyone guess who it is?' and some guy said twilight and i said no then i asked if anyone watched heroes and some people stalled and then i said it was peter petrelli and people were all 'oooooooh' .....EPIC FAIL! on my part. and its just now as i briefly discuss it with my friend do i realize i musta looked so stupid..../)_x guess thats my life right there.

yeap...sooooo...when u have the time to sit around outside watching the trees blow and the clouds move above u in the night sky while its freezing and windly outside, u should know u have too much time on ur hands...too much anti social time, especially. ESPECIALLY when its on ur birthday and ur doing that. No excuse! and i spilt my hot chocolate. yup. all over the bench. gone. done. END.

BUT. i just got another day until i can go home, and be with people who know me and dont care how stupid or ridiculous i sound sometimes and who will have a cake for meeeeeeeee along with the whole Family & Birthday feeling. AND there's Tedy. My lovable cuteness of a fluffy Dog. he's waiting for me....waiting for LOVE and HUGSSSSSSS <3 <3 <3 The cuteness = ultimate WIN

YUPE. So im excited for that.....:I i still have hw though. A 2 page essay for Geo on friday morning due and then a stupid reflection of a lecture for science before 2 O'clock! oh joy....Sooo yeaaa....Alrighty then, well ill have to remember to photograph and post all my new drawings from the sketchbook (plus all those others i still have yet to post on here) updated to this soon!! Peace out, girlscout!